Rock Star!
By Keiti | August 27, 2007
I got an email today from someone I haven’t talked to in the longest time - the aptly named Rock Star, who, despite the hell I went through on account of him (which involved a 3,000 mile move - my choice - only to get shot down - his choice) I absolutely adore. He’s smart, hilarious, an incorrigible flirt, and a great kisser. 
Oh the dreams I had about this man.
I don’t have any regrets about the situation for many reasons, but the one thing that makes me sad is that, despite the hundreds of emails we exchanged over a number of years, I never really got to know him.
I knew the fun-loving side of him - the rock star side of him, if you will - but he never really trusted me enough to let me in, you know? Given his life-style choice (touring musician) I don’t blame him in the least. But I never once betrayed his confidence.
It was one of the most heart-wrenching, wonderfully adventurous things I’ve ever done.
And I’d probably do it all over again (changing the inevitable outcome, of course) given a chance.
It’s the whole brick wall thing.
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