Miracle? I Think Not…
By The Misfit | December 28, 2009
Okay, so (obviously) getting some sort of diagnosis does not mean I will instantaneously begin to feel better. I’ve been taking my Vitamin D daily and sucking down Echinacea tea as much as possible and avoiding all white stuff (flour, sugar, etc…). I’m still having exhaustion issues as well as just feeling crappy, but I’m hoping things will start leveling out soon. I can’t even be motivated to research natural anti-virals, which is sad considering if I don’t get my EBV level to start going down I’ll end up on pharmaceuticals and I’m not a big fan. I guess that sounds stupid all things considered, but I don’t like taking meds unless it’s absolutely necessary.
In the meantime, Christmas was fun. Nothing out of the ordinary except that I ran into someone I hadn’t seen since well before I left for Scotland. I’m left utterly bemused at how time seems to allow things to run their course, specifically anger. Now I find myself in a position I didn’t think I’d ever be in and tossing things around in my noggin that I probably have no business thinking about.
But them’s the breaks.
At the moment, I find myself utterly bored since all my TV shows are on break and not inclined to do much of anything. I’ve got tons of things I need to work on and yet, not motivated even slightly. Hopefully once I start feeling better that will change, too. I just have no ability to focus.
I did mange to see a couple of movies. My brother and I went to see Sherlock Holmes on Saturday and while I felt the pace was a bit slow in spots (this could certainly be attributed to my inability to focus), it was well worth the watch. Sunday I went to see It’s Complicated which was good, but far less funny than I thought it would be.
That’s about all, folks.
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